Unfair...

The city sleeps
So silently
Wish I could say the same for me
But I've got this dead ended street
To keep searching

For a tunnel underneath the bitter truth
Or a bridge invisible I won't fall through

And I don't know how much I can keep
Letting you unravel me
'Cause the more you learn the more we share
We were worlds apart and you see
It was so much easier to be
'Cause now I know what we can't have and it's so unfair

I never meant
Most of those pretty words I said
But I wanted you to think I did
'Cause telling you all this makes no difference
It's useless

'Cause those who get to know our hearts the most
They always seem to be the ones we'll never hold

And I don't know how much I can keep
Letting you unravel me
'Cause the more you learn the more we share
We were worlds apart and you see
It was so much easier to be
'Cause now I know what we can't have and it's so unfair

Can't you see it's destroying me?
I can't stand the closeness
But don't you dare go avoiding me
It kills me and yet it keeps me going

And I don't know how much I can keep
Letting you unravel me
'Cause the more you learn the more we share
We were worlds apart and you see
It was so much easier to be
'Cause now I know what we can't have and it's so unfair

If My Heart Was a House - Owl City

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warmed over everything

Chills run down my spine as our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakeably, I can still feel your heart
Beat fast when you dance with me

We got older and I should've known
(Do you feel alive?)
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone
(Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
(Bombs away, bombs away)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all 'cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed
If the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume
All my clothes smell like you
'Cause your favorite shade is navy blue

I walk slowly when I'm on my own
(Do you feel alive?)
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone
(Oh, but you'll survive)
So I may as well ditch my dismay
(Bombs away, bombs away)

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all 'cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

Sore itu, Hujan terlalu..

Tak ada yang terdahulu..
Yang dilampaui..
Saat hari ini, masih di daki..
Bukan cuma..
Hanya saja..
Rindu..

Di tengah jalan, ini sama..
Hanya ujung tak berujung..
Di akhir yang masih abu..
Masih buram ku dilihat..
Lalu ragu..Lalu resah..
Lalu tersesat saat sakit disengat..

Lalu terdiam..
Ya..Hanya diam..
Tak tahu apa yang harus kubuat..
Sepenggalan lembar lama terbesit..
Hanya terbesit..
Sesaat kulupa laluinya..Sesaat kulupa indahnya..
Hanya diam..Dia mau sunyi..

Lalu terlelap..
Aku tahu ini hanya lelah yang terlalu..
Aku ingat, walau ingin lupa..Ku tak mau..
Tak bisa, hanya saja ku tahu..Ku tak mau..
Ini sesak..Ini aku dengan nafas yang tersegal..
Terganjal..Tersimpan dilamanya ku buang temaram yang tenang di sudut ruang..

Lalu ku rasa ku tahu apa..
Atau mungkin ku tahu..Benar-benar tahu..
Biar saja..Waktu tahu walau ku tak tahu..
Biar saja..Jika memang aku perlu..Nanti ku kan tahu..
Lalu..Biar saja..Aku menunggu..Karena mau..
Karena tahu..Ku tak kan layu..
Karena tahu..Karena mau..